Mm. Some of them will take it much harder than others. I wish we could be there to ease the burden for them, just a little.
...In the right circumstances, it isn't a bad thing. But that would be with those who've chosen their own path, not children who've had their hands forced by a cult who cares so little for life or what it means to take it.
[ Sometimes you're reminded you're a cult kid and you're like damb... that subtle roll of bloodthirst is still there and so is the great dislike to go along with it. ]
Nothing to be sorry about. Just adds to the idea that it would've perhaps been better had we left the dirtying hands to those it's already too late for.
Responses suggest they've managed to understand our memo. The question just being how exactly they're going to go ahead with it.
[ Frankly we should be able to possess monsters physically and manifest and do some living mcmurders. ]
That is true, although doing it en masse will be pretty rough.
[ In particular for whichever 5 people end up having to be the survivors. They'll either have to be the killers or witness a bunch of other people die en masse, and neither are pleasant scenarios. He opens his mouth about to say something but then closes it, a small bubble of feeling kind of awful. Nevermind. ]
No point in ruminating about it too much on our side, I think. Only whatever information we can send them to make it easier.
...I don't think it's pointless to consider the difficulties ahead of them. To not do so would be callous of us, even if we can't do anything to help or hinder them from here.
We've been trying to share what we can, it's only difficult to do so without risking the cult catching on.
I think considering how difficult it is for them is already a baseline, is more what I mean. Ruminating overmuch on it won't let us help them any more than what we've been trying.
Don't want to overthink ourselves into becoming defeatist.
With everyone we have here, do you really think that possible? Too many of them hold onto hope as a lifeline, and use it to lift as many others up as they can. [ he smiles. ] There’s a tough road ahead for all of us, but I don’t think “defeat” is something they’ll allow, in any sense of the word.
I would have believed that better... wanted to believe that better, but you've seen how Karlach and Robin have crumbled. Others like you and Rondo, deceased.
[ It's a bit rough and bleak when you watch the people who touted brightness and hope to begin with end up becoming killers and corpses. ]
But then again, they are still trekking on. That makes them stronger than most I've known.
...It depends. Some of us are less... flexible, I suppose, than mortals - less adaptable. We are what we are. Nothing more, nothing less. So, sometimes, if we break, there is no coming back from it, both in a literal and figurative sense.
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...In the right circumstances, it isn't a bad thing. But that would be with those who've chosen their own path, not children who've had their hands forced by a cult who cares so little for life or what it means to take it.
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[ The aura gets vaguely more rancid. ]
The best you can thing is to keep sending letters, presumably.
The signs that you're alright.
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...I'm sorry, Daan-dono.
[ softly. didn't mean to make him feel worse, but his growing hatred for this cult makes him careless sometimes.
the anger falls away, settling back into resignation. ]
You're right... We'll keep writing. To tell them what they need and that we're alright here.
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Nothing to be sorry about. Just adds to the idea that it would've perhaps been better had we left the dirtying hands to those it's already too late for.
Responses suggest they've managed to understand our memo. The question just being how exactly they're going to go ahead with it.
[ Frankly we should be able to possess monsters physically and manifest and do some living mcmurders. ]
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[ holds onto his nagi a little tighter, betraying his anxiety even if it weren't emotionshare. ]
Perhaps their plan is to bide their time. We did try to tell them that it can't be too quick, or the cult will start over.
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[ In particular for whichever 5 people end up having to be the survivors. They'll either have to be the killers or witness a bunch of other people die en masse, and neither are pleasant scenarios. He opens his mouth about to say something but then closes it, a small bubble of feeling kind of awful. Nevermind. ]
No point in ruminating about it too much on our side, I think. Only whatever information we can send them to make it easier.
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We've been trying to share what we can, it's only difficult to do so without risking the cult catching on.
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Don't want to overthink ourselves into becoming defeatist.
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With everyone we have here, do you really think that possible? Too many of them hold onto hope as a lifeline, and use it to lift as many others up as they can. [ he smiles. ] There’s a tough road ahead for all of us, but I don’t think “defeat” is something they’ll allow, in any sense of the word.
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[ It's a bit rough and bleak when you watch the people who touted brightness and hope to begin with end up becoming killers and corpses. ]
But then again, they are still trekking on. That makes them stronger than most I've known.
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I'm sure the people here would like to believe they've had some manner of impact on you.
[ Like making Iwatooshi learn what sex is I guess. ]
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You've all taught me many things.
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Still. I appreciate the times I did have.